Currently in NC. A small-town girl with big dreams that will be brought to life.
After facing my horrid memory lane and all the pain, I can truly say I know how it feels to endure today, but it's my way to figure out the obstacle course called life. I run to carry myself further, I swim out of the sea of emotions, I cry to let go and heal. I draw to express my soul, and I am whole, now. I skate to be free. I read to live a thousand lives. So let it be as I am. My passion is being the best I can be in tennis and cross country. As I recall, my nickname is Nai, but you may call me Lucia. This journey is what I own and I don't mind a little company.
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L O L
I feel like puking
I feel like eating
I feel like my heart is pumping
Too slow not now
These tears are not from pain
But what’s been pushed
Again and again
Into the shower
On the counter
In the bed
Pull my hair
Let’s play again
Under the covers
Here we go again
There’s too many
How long can I pull this off?
Am I gonna turn back.
Mother Nature, is gonna give it to me or what?
Am I gonna be an animal and let it out?
Shall I become a beast that screams and shout?
Or will I be composed like music?
Let the beat take me and my feet away the melody will take me far
The remedy is above the bar
The tragedy will be treble
The trouble is a repetitive process, but the song goes on and on
The song goes up and down the scales with the majors and minors transcending like liquid in space
Applying the tempo helps count
Let it all pass by
It’s time to let go
And let it show
It’s all you have to know
Keep going and going
Until it’s flow.